## How It Started
Police were the people who handcuffed your parent and took them away from you—not the protectors other kids might have seen them as 👮🏻‍♂️. You learned early that calling the cops meant your family might get destroyed, not helped. Courtrooms and government offices became hostile territory where your family might get torn apart and abused, not places where justice happened. Your *survival instincts became incredibly sharp* because you had to learn who you could safely tell your truth to—people who looked like you and your family and understood your world. This created a cruel equation in your nervous system: People who understood your world couldn't protect you, and people who could protect you didn't understand your world. Your brain learned to seek safety in shared secrets rather than actual security. You learned to trust others from similar troubled backgrounds—people who wouldn't judge your family or call the authorities, but who often couldn't keep you truly safe either. **You became skilled at finding people you could trust with your secrets**, but this came at a cost—the people safe to confide in were often unsafe to depend on for real protection. 🔐
 
## How It Looks Now
Now you find yourself drawn to partners you can be honest with about your past, but who may bring their own chaos and danger into your life 🌋. You're comfortable sharing your truth with people from similar backgrounds, but struggle when those same people can't provide the stability and safety you need. You have trouble knowing when someone who understands your story is actually good for your wellbeing. When relationship conflicts arise, you feel torn between staying with people who "get" you and seeking safety with people who might judge your history. You've developed **remarkable skills for building authentic connections with complex people**, but often at the expense of your own security.
 
## The Core Pattern
At your core, you're trapped in a loyalty test no one can pass: 
- Criminal partners prove love by keeping secrets but recreate danger 
- Safe partners prove love by accepting your past but trigger betrayal fears
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Your nervous system rewards you for choosing the devil you know.
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You've got incredible ability to *create deep bonds with people who experienced hardships* and can love others through their worst moments 💪. You can see beyond someone's surface behaviors to their *underlying pain and potential*. But this wisdom came at a devastating cost: you learned that being able to trust someone and being emotionally safe never come from the same person. The cruel irony is that your gift for connecting with authentic, yet troubled people often leaves you surrounded by those who can't provide the protection and stability you seek. As much as you try to meet your need for acceptance at the expense of your need for safety, that can never succeed.

When finding acceptance means gambling with safety

## Signs you might relate to this dating type
> • You always check if new partners would call the cops on your family
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> • You're attracted to people with criminal pasts who "get" your world
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> • Stable relationships feel fake or like you're betraying your roots
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> • Friends worry you tolerate too much danger in relationships
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> • You feel most connected when sharing illegal family stories
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> • You avoid dating people who work normal jobs or have clean records
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> • You make excuses for partners' illegal behavior
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> • You feel like you and your partner are "outlaws together"

## How it started
> • Police took family members away instead of protecting you
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> • You learned early that authorities make things worse, not better
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> • You found safety with other "street" people who understood the rules

## In relationships
> • You're drawn to partners who won't judge your criminal connections
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> • You attract both dangerous people and "slumming" safe types
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> • You're great at deep trust but struggle with actual safety
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> • You feel most real with partners who also fear the system

## Core pattern
> • You believe safe people will turn you in, so you choose loyalty over safety
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> • You create deep bonds through shared secrets, but this keeps you in danger

## Relationship Cycle
**Core Lust**
> • To find someone who protects like family but won't get you arrested
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> • Dopamine hit from being "chosen" by someone who knows the streets

**Predictable Failure**
> • Criminal partners can't provide real safety
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> • Safe partners eventually want you to "snitch" or go straight

**Dopamine Death**
> • If a street partner gets clean, it feels like betrayal
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> • If a safe partner accepts your past, it feels suspicious

**Cycle Reset**
> • You return to dangerous relationships, proving "the system will never protect people like me"
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> • Serotonin reward when chaos returns confirms your trauma beliefs

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