## How it started
Growing up, you were assigned a role before you even knew who you were—scapegoat, golden child, lost child, or family caretaker—and forced to abandon your authentic self to fit into your family's circus 🎪. Your childhood was spent perfecting a performance that kept the family system stable, whether that meant being *the perfect achiever, the invisible peacekeeper, the problem absorber, or the emotional caretaker* for adults who should have been caring for you. You became incredibly skilled at `role performance`, learning to read what each situation required and delivering it flawlessly 💎. This made you a master at adapting to different people's needs, sensing what others want from you, and becoming exactly who they need you to be in any given moment 💪.<br><br>
## How It Shows Up In Relationships
In relationships you now find yourself *automatically slipping into familiar roles*. You might unconsciously become `the caretaker` (managing their emotions and problems), `the high achiever` (carrying responsibility for both your successes), `the peacemaker` (always smoothing over conflicts), or even `the problem` (recreating familiar chaos). You *gravitate toward partners who need you to be something specific*, because having a clear role feels more secure than just being yourself. Your partner may initially appreciate how adaptable and giving you are, but over time they might become used to dating or living with "the role", rather than the real you. During sex, you automatically become whatever your lover expects—the pleaser, the satisfied recipient, the sexual champion—any role that matches their expectations. When you can't read what role they want, or when they're not interested in your usual role, this can trigger massive anxiety and even depression.<br><br>
## The Core Pattern
You're incredibly good at meeting your partner's needs, but *you've lost touch with who you really are* underneath all these performances 🕳️. When your partner asks "What do you want?" or "How do you feel?" you sometimes draw a blank, because your own preferences have been buried under decades of fulfilling role-expectations. The tragic irony is that your survival strategy of perfect role performance, which earned you your place and safety in childhood, now prevents others from knowing and loving your authentic self. You've become so skilled at becoming what others need you to be in a relationship that you've never had a chance to develop your core self 🗝️.

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